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| sum more i wrote! |
| 03.30.04 (4:13 pm) [edit] |
the root
hello
mr.idontgiveashit
how low?
are you willing
to go
to get your little high
what exactly
would you sacrifice?
well i kno
i kno just what your thinking
i can see inside your head
i'd rather be dead
than listen to you go on
about how im the one who messes up
and how my dad's so fucked up
and why hell
are you doing this to me?
is there something i dont see?
you wanna kno
how i'd rather be
dead
than hear you scream at me!
why cant you just let me be!
and this is all i have to say
just leave me here
at least one day
and free me from this hell
that i've grown to call home
and as i depart i wish you well
because i kno how it feels
to be alone.
sick Humor
isnt life funny
how one day
everthin is nice
but the next day
all there is r fights
and how u can love someone 4 so long
just to find out they were leadin u on
and how one decision can change a persons life
end a war
or start a fight
and how the world u/ve been livin in
isnt real
and u wonder
if u can still feel
and if u could
would u?
just to leave urself open
for some more black and blues
so isnt life funny?
If only
If only you knew
how much i cared
how whenever you needed me
i would always be there
there are so many words
but none to describe
the way i feel
how i hurt for you inside
how i'd die
if it weren't for you
if only you knew
if only you knew
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| some old songs that werent really finished |
| 01.12.04 (4:48 pm) [edit] |
Ok here is ome of my older stuff from last year. tell me watcha think.
" In my Hell"
starin at my walls all alone
like always nobody home
why must i constantly cry
is it i wish i wud DIE!
step into my hell
then u'll understand
suffer how i do
then u might get it
step into my hell
and maybe u'll c
suffer how i do
and u'll BREAK just like me!
"no one cares"
open my eyes
but no one's there
when it comes 2 me no one cares
inside im constantly crying
inside iom slowly dieing
no one cares
there's no one there beside me
no one cares
there's no one there to guide me
sit and stare
at my walls im forever crying
sit and stare
at my walls inside im dieing
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| look at me mom! i can write!!!!!! |
| 01.12.04 (2:01 pm) [edit] |
hey i just got out from stageband. For those of you that have never heard of stagebband it is a group of kids that play better than normal in music. I play the set(drums) we meet after school and play things like jazz and some pop/rock like the "james bond theme" or "25 or 6 to 4". Now, usually im not into jazz im more of a depressed headbanger/emo/punk type person but its a lot different when your playin it. It's like all of a sudden jazz is the best music in the world. I can't listen to it. but if i play it i cant get enough of it. I dont kno why, maybe it just brings me into some other world like i dont have o worry about school and everything is at my own pace. Of course it gets hard once and a while but in the end its all good. WOW i really got off topic. I didnt even kno i liked stage band that much. Neway im off to write a short story and then make it into manga (japenese comic book)my friends think its really cool how i can draw anime style characters so well. They often ask me to draw them a pic. :D . makes me feel neeed for once. well, neway off to write.
-keri-
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| Shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 01.11.04 (11:48 am) [edit] |
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I just got home form shopping so im in a pretty good mood. I got the brand new sevendust cd. ( they kick ass!) i also got sum manga. Flcl and Rurouni kenshin yaaaaaaaaaay.
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| ok..im pissed |
| 01.10.04 (7:15 am) [edit] |
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ok im pissed 2day....ya kno i dont mean to sound all pure goody goody and all that but wTF? there a girls my age(13) doing Itw/ like everybody. Half the F*cking realtionships dont last a month so wut the hell are they doing. our generation is full of sluts and it pisses me off since when was the normal age 4 kids to have sex 13? wouldnt you rather have it be with someone special...someone that actually loves you?Sure.... they may say they luv you but really, do they mean it or are they just saying that to make it seem that way? I can't stand it!!! Its that damn Tv. Dont get me wrong i luv tv but sum people are just too impressionable and if they see all that shit on tv they r most likely gunna do it. now im not sayin put mr.rogers or barney on constantly but isnt there anything we can get entertainment from that foesnt have sex in it? What has this world come to? Little kids are swearing, thers violance and war everywere and the next thing u kno another 12 year-old loses her virginity. Sumtimes i find nick at nght better than any of those f*cking reality shows. Why not take your time growing up and enjoy life instead of screwing around and winding up with an std?When people said grow up they ment mentally not grow up and screw somebody. DAmn!!!
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| sum more ' bout me |
| 01.10.04 (7:00 am) [edit] |
// series one - you
-- Name:Keri
-- Birth date: March 9, 1990
-- Birthplace: Vacaville, CA
-- Current Location: southington.CT
-- Eye Color: Blue,sometimes Green
-- Hair Color: Dirty Blonde
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Pisces
// series two - describe
-- Your heritage: Lebanese, Irish,Polish,American
-- The shoes you wore today: Red and balck converse allstars
-- Your hair: Just above my shoulder
-- Your eyes: can see...i dunno...lol...sum ppl say i have nice eyes
-- Your weakness?: being too nice and not mean when i need to b.
-- Your fears: Being alone
-- Your perfect pizza:any pizza
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: HAPPYNESS
// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on aol: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: how many days till saturday???
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite(or same) sex:personality
-- Your best physical feature: dunno
-- Your bedtime: when im sleepy
-- Your greatest accomplishment: I dunno...got a couple of good 1s
-- Your most missed memory: when my parents were toghether and happy
// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger king
-- Single or group dates: singLe
-- Adidas or Nike: Neither they both suck
-- Lipton or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
-- Boxers or briefs: boxers
// series five - do you
-- Smoke: Hell nO!
-- Cuss: eh..yeah
-- Sing well: i guess
-- Take a shower everyday: yes...
-- Have a crush(es): si si!!!!
-- who are they:y shud i tell u??!?
-- Do you think you've been in love: dont know
-- Want to go to college: guess so
-- Like school: sOmetimes
-- Want to get married: yup
-- Type w/ your fingers keys: wtf?!
-- Believe in yourself: Not at all
-- Get motion sickness: sumtimes
-- Think you're attractive: nope
-- Think you're a health freak:no
-- Get along with your parents: NO!!!
-- Like thunderstorms: yes
-- Play an instrument: yupyup
// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: yep
-- Smoke(d): no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Have Sex: noo
-- Go on a date: nope:cry:
-- Go to the mall?:yup
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: hehe
-- Eaten sushi: eW!
-- Been on stage: yup
-- Gone skating: um...no
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Been in love: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: nOpe
-- Dyed your hair: I wish i could!!!!!
-- Stolen anything:no
// series seven - have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: i didnt
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:nope
-- Been caught "doing something": no
-- Been called a tease: maybe
-- Gotten beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: no
-- If so, did you get caught: didnt
-- Changed who you were to fit in:hell no!!
// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: 20s
-- Numbers and Names of Children: i dunt fuckin know!
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: nO cLue
-- How do you want to die:wen im realli realli realli old...and peacfully in my sleep and with my husband beside me.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up:Anime cartoonist..
-- What country would you most like to visit: China!! or Japan...thats kool...hehe
// series nine - opposite sex
-- Best eye color?: Blue
-- Best hair color?: dark brown
-- Short or long hair?: depends whether its spiked or not
-- Best height : taller than me
-- Best weight: nOrmaL
-- Best articles of clothing: HOTTOPIc or goth,punk,sk8r
-- Best first date location: idkkkkk!!!
-- Best first kiss location: somewhere public but hidin like a school playgroud at night or behind a building.
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| Get 'ta Kno me |
| 01.09.04 (8:19 pm) [edit] |
these are sum quiz results that would kinda explain who i am so here:
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.
"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.
As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are
down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to
want to nurture others and you are the one
person friends always come to for awnsers.
Without people like you others would be flying
over the edge because, whether you know it or
not you keep a steady beat to your life and
will end up where you want to in the end. There
is a sureness about you that is hard to match
that draws people to you. No matter what
happens the Earth keeps turning.
What's your element
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.
What feeling do you represent?
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Tomboy
What's your sexual appeal?
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You Stand OUT. an individual. a person i would
like. YOu like rock mUsIC And DonT CaRe WhO
KnOWs life is hard and sometimes you dont want
to be here but something keeps you here maybe a
relationship with the opposite sex.... who
knows i mean im not freakin mrs cleo or
anything lol
Whats that thing about you
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YOu are fire angel.. You hate to be bost around and
you love to play with fire of anytipe!
You are vary good in battle and you go on the tipe
of animal and spell you use. You love to be in
the flams of a nightmare
What angel you be?
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YOU`RE A HUG! YOUR SWEET, SiMPLE, AND JUST ABOUT
EVERYONE LOVES YOU!
WHAT SiGN OF AFFECTiON ARE YOU? [[NEW]]
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| :( *Sighish* |
| 01.09.04 (2:48 pm) [edit] |
I should be happy but im not. Yet another depressing moment in my life. I dont even remember what its like to be happy for a whole day. I think I need sum medication or therapy but my dad ignores the fact that im depressed so i keep on suffering, like i always. Well, that's all i have to say right now bye.
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